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Gundam Tanaka | 田中 眼蛇夢 ([personal profile] hamham) wrote2015-03-18 12:25 am
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You have contacted Gundam Tanaka, Supreme Overlord of Ice!! State your business and perhaps I will contact you at a future date if it intrigues me...
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text; 2/14 ic; evening

[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-02 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I need you to come over if you can asap

[Shit, Gundam doesn't know where he lives, though. That means more typing, which is really difficult right now. He gives his address too, though, in a second text.]
babermetrics: (> pixel)

[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-02 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Heh. Exactly the sort of response he should have expected . . . it's small comfort right now, though.]

I dunno how to explain. I just need you to check something for me
Edited 2015-08-02 23:32 (UTC)
babermetrics: (my ass needs all the help it can get.)

[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-03 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
[The door opens almost immediately, swinging half open, revealing Leon standing in the doorway. He doesn't look so hot; he's not nearly as put together as usual. Sure, his usual look is sort of sloppy, but it's sloppy on purpose, dammit!

Right now he actually doesn't look as bad as he's convinced he does, at least not clothes-wise; he's simply dressed, and his hair is down instead of slicked back like usual, flopping into his face. But more than that, he looks incredibly strung out, red-eyed and pale and like he hasn't been sleeping very well.

That's probably pretty understandable, considering everything going on.

He steps aside to let Gundam in, watching his face carefully.]


--Hey. You can come in.
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[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-03 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
[The important part, really, is that Gundam looks at him at all. Oh thank god. So he's completely visible now, to everyone . . . and damn, he looks like shit, he knows he does. He hadn't had it in him to fix his appearance after everything that's happened in the past few days before confirming he's not a fucking ghost or something. He's so relieved he could hug Tanaka, except he absolutely doesn't do that. Tanaka's not the kind of guy you do that to. Dudes in general aren't the kind of guys Leon does that to.

It's redundant to ask. But he has to make sure.]


Uh--me.

[Dammit. That sounds like a come on.]

--No, I mean, look, can you see me? I look okay?! I know I look rough right now, but I'm here and stuff! Right?! I ain't see-through or blurry or anythin' like that! Right?
babermetrics: (stop trying to make science fun)

[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-03 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
[It's okay, Leon doesn't quite know what "corporeal" means. But it sounds like it's something he's really happy to be. He closes the door behind Tanaka with a sigh of relief at his own corporealness.

His place is a one-bedroom, and eclectically furnished; all of the stuff in it is to his tastes, but not necessarily matching one another. It's just stuff he thought looked cool in the catalog and decided he wanted in his house, because what other kind of thing would you put in your house? His couch is huge and plush, upholstered in leather, definitely the most important piece of furniture in his apartment. There's a coffee table, an end table, a coat rack, a really soft rug; most of it's sort of industrial or tacky-looking. The walls have band posters, and a guitar case leaning up against one of them. The whole place isn't tidy, but it's not a total mess, at least. There's some organized disorganization going on in here, in true teenage boy fashion.

Leon leads Gundam into the place, scrubbing both hands through his hair in a quick, frustrated gesture--but he's also just glad to feel like he's actually living in this world again. It's been a rough few days.]


Shit, man. They--they completely fucked me over! It ain't just me, right? I've been hearin' all kinds of stuff, but I--I couldn't see, it was like I just wasn't there! I'd look at my hand in front o' my face and nothin'! I'd look in the mirror and see right through myself! I thought I was goin' crazy! Or maybe just--fuck, forget it, I don't even wanna think about that.
babermetrics: (my IQ is essentially zero)

[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-03 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
. . . Togami couldn't breathe.

[Sigh.

He'd already suspected it was some thing that CERES was messing with, and not actually him smudging out of existence . . . but he hadn't been certain enough to say anything to anyone about it, or convince himself he wasn't going insane. It had been clear, in the beginning phases, that no one else was noticing his issues. The longer that had gone on, the harder it had been to bring himself to own up to them in front of anyone--especially when he couldn't see himself in a fucking mirror! Part of him had been convinced he looked crazy, or different somehow. He could have looked like anything at all and he'd never fuckin' know--

But it's not even worth thinking about. It's over now--right? Here Tanaka is explaining that it's all just the usual CERES bullshit. He'd started to suspect that when Togami posted to the network about not being able to breathe:]


When Kirigiri went on those tours, she got thrown into some beta version of ViViD, and she told me she started to disappear and could barely breathe. . . . I thought I was goin' crazy, or maybe disappearin' from this place for real, like--

[Like all those people in that fucked up place from earlier. He shudders.]

Anyway--then Togami said he couldn't breathe, and I was like, that's pretty fuckin' suspicious all this stuff's happenin' to us now, huh?

[He stalks away across the room, scrubbing at his eyes with the back of one hand.]

Hey, you can get comfortable and stuff . . . do you even get comfortable? Heh . . .

[It's the first time he's cracked a joke in a few days, and it feels awkward, but comfortingly familiar.]
Edited (WHY AM I SO AWFUL WITH TYPOS TODAY) 2015-08-03 04:21 (UTC)
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[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-03 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Leon flops down next to Gundam on the couch--not too close, but a comfortable distance. Normally this is when he'd offer someone something to drink, or anything else they might need, but being a good host isn't exactly on his mind right now. He's still adjusting to the feeling of maybe not losing his mind. He's real; he's sane; he's out of that fucked up ViViD shit from earlier; people's problems are going away. No one's disappearing or freezing to death or suffocating. It's fine. Everything's just perfect.

He crosses his own arms, more sullen, even though he's at least relaxed a little from when he opened the door.]


Dammit, that ain't somethin' to feel happy about . . .

[Even though, admittedly, he kind of does. There's nothing like loneliness on top of crazy misery to get Leon down. The relief of it evaporating in someone's presence makes even this bullshit tolerable to deal with.]

If it's always like this, why don't we friggin' do somethin'? They're gonna kill us! I, shit, I was all worried about Togami! I'm worried about Kirigiri! I thought I might die! I thought Pekoyama was crazy when she started talkin' about goin' to kick CERES's asses, but maybe I'm on board with that!
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[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-03 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Whoa, man. Dude's actually thought about this beyond just "fuck CERES," which is the extent of what Leon's planned out himself. He's not at all equipped to come up with a game plan here, and hadn't even thought of half the things Tanaka says. In retrospect, though, some of them are obvious, especially--]

--Wait, you think the devices inside us are how they make all this stuff happen to us? Like, screwing with our bodies?

[Leon does flop his arms over the back of the couch, but he's far enough away that it's not throwing an arm around Gundam or anything. Luckily. It's a much more relaxed posture than he actually feels right now talking about this. But something has relaxed a little; now he has someone to be angry at and things to think about that aren't just freaking out over himself like he has been for like three days now.

But damn is he pissed. His voice is tight and clipped, volume rising the more he talks.]


That's--fuck, I never thought o' that! All this time I just figured it was some kinda messin' with our code thing, if we're even made of code for real, which is like, who friggin' knows? Maybe the devices mess with the code--ahhh, who knows, who cares?! The point is they can just do whatever they want to us! They could just flip a switch or whatever the hell they've got and make us all go blind!

[None of that's new information. But it's starting to really sink in for the first time, and it hurts. Leon brings a hand up to rub at the side of his face, digging his fingers up into his hair to pull on it.]

. . . I don't fuckin' know what to do. They're gonna start killin' us.
babermetrics: (would you like apples or bees?)

[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-06 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
[After a silent moment turning that over in his head, Leon finally comes out with something:]

. . . You're so intense.

[And a little laugh. It's the first time he's laughed in a couple days, and it's awkward, but it feels good.]

I mean, no offense or nothin'. It's not even like you're wrong, just, you've got this way of sayin' stuff! It's like maximum serious. I guess that's a good thing when it's crap like this, 'cuz this is pretty serious.

[Then he holds out a fist to Gundam, aimed at his hand.]

But don't worry, man, no way am I gonna let anyone take me without a fight! Me or anyone else! I ain't the type to just lay down and die!
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[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-09 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[You're not getting out of this, bro. Or at least that's what Leon thinks; if anything, the little speech there only motivates him more. Who doesn't get pumped about standing fast at each other's sides and rising to power? Get pumped!

It's hard to even imagine Tanaka "pumped," but details. Leon laughs--his mood, at least, has lightened considerably--and doesn't withdraw his hand.]


Heh, you got it! C'mon, you gonna leave me hangin'?

[Wait. It's Tanaka.]

. . . You totally don't even know what I'm goin' for, do you.
babermetrics: (fucking idiot bird got owned)

[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-09 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[RECORD SCRATCH. What.

Oh, right. In all the fuss, Leon had almost forgotten about how friggin' weird Tanaka is. How could that happen?

He laughs--he can't help it--and scoots a little closer on the couch, though he's just messing with him, so he doesn't close all the distance. He only brings them about as close as they were before Gundam moved away.]


What? Is this some o' your evil demon stuff again? Look, I prooomise I'm not gonna fall over dead if you bump my fist!
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[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-09 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you seriously tryin' to tell me you never touch anyone, ever? C'mon! Wouldn't someone 've mentioned that if touchin' you would knock me dead!

[Shouldn't he have it tattooed on his forehead or something?! Damn!

Not that Leon buys it for a second--but he at least stops moving closer. Even if it's kind of tempting to just launch himself at him.]


You've gotta touch people sometimes!
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[personal profile] babermetrics 2015-08-09 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Holy shit.

[Leon's eyes widen. Whoa. He'd go crazy . . .

Maybe that's why Tanaka is crazy? Nah, probably not, but it's a thought. So he's probably never been with a girl? Okay, that's to be expected. Guys like this aren't exactly chick magnets, so there's no surprise there. But damn, it's still depressing! And even more than that, just casual stuff . . .

This is Leon, though, who only a few days ago was nearly brought to tears by how good it felt to be platonically hugged by a woman after months without friendly contact.]


Look, it ain't that I'm convinced of this at all, but that's still one o' the most depressing things I ever heard! You never kissed anyone? Got your hand up a girl's shirt? Or even, like, put an arm around a dude? Who's the two, your classmates?

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